I’m Gonna Go Cry Now - Blog Posts

DAMN IT!

I JUST HEALED FROM BOTH FANDOM’S TERRIBLE ENDINGS! DON’T MAKE ME CRY AGAIN!

Why…why was Derek Dean’d?!?! Neither one deserved it! (I know why, terrible writers that wanted to kill the main fan ship) (that or now with everything going on, the writers were probably weren’t paid enough)

The fact being that this makes Stiles his Castiel hurts too because:

We never gotten the closure that we needed and wanted from his character

He gave the person he loves a personal item of his that he cares about because he knew the other person would take care of it (until the day they die)

He wasn’t there when the love of his life sacrificed himself, but if he was, he would have stopped him/wouldn’t have wanted to end like that

He knew that they both loved each other but never gotten the chance to give a proper confession/allow the other person to confess their feelings back

…This is why fanfics are better than canon!

i know we joke that derek got castiel’d but actually he got dean’d.

got a kid that is the carbon copy of the man he loved

was never able to tell the guy he was in love with him

deeply closeted with a bunch of dead ex-girlfriends

held on to a something of his S/O that was significant to them, even though he knew/was sure the other would never come back (the jeep/the trenchcoat)

died a pointless, miserable death due to bad writing, in a post-ending add-on to his main story

disgustingly, offensive hot

Clean Slated State but it’s playing through a radio on a rainy day while you’re sat on a porch.

Heavily inspired by this youtube vid which was made first,,, I just wanted a try at it and realised a little too late

trauma

I know I haven't been posting and I'll work on it BUT! I just thought of something that's absolutely braking my heart and ya'll are gonna suffer with me!

Ya'll know how asra and the apprentice fight before the apprentice dies? So Imagine asra having enough of the apprentice not agreeing to run away so he storms out after taking his bag and Faust, and the apprentice is just still filled with anger then the shock and sadness settle in when they realise that asra really did leave and he most likely isn't coming back, so they crumble to the floor while leaning on a wall as they start to have a brake down

I'M ABOUT TO FUCKING SOB OVER HERE 😭😭😭

this came to me while listening to this slowed version of cry by cigarettes after sex

So my week is going very bad. I’m calling it my “emotionally damaged week”.

On Monday I rewatched Squid Game and was emotionally damaged by Ali and Sae-Byeok’s deaths.

Then on Tuesday I’m more than excited for the Better Call Saul’s episode and I am utterly destroyed by Nacho’s final stand. That broke me and I’m crying for the rest of the day.

But for Wednesday, I was expecting laughs from Moon Knight especially how Ep 4 finished. Then … Steven 😖.

I’m emotionally damaged and I’m only halfway through the week!😭 How can things get any worse?

Me after finishing Episode 3 of Season 6

Well, this is my mood for the rest of the year. Thanks Vince 🖕

heissjjssjsjdjsjsjdjsjjsjsnehdudiswdidisjjsididdijddjshjssjjsAHHHHHHHHHH

Terrifying

Shits about to go down

I was simply telling my younger brother that I didn’t want any Starbursts because they taste like Play-Dough. He responded with “how do you know what Play-Dough tastes like?” I just realized how old I’m getting 🫤

Am I asexual because I’m trans? Or do I just have dysphoria because I’m asexual? Or do I just hate my body?