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A birdflash Short story

Based off of the story line from 'Titans: Rebirth' Vol. 1

My name is Wally West and I'm the fastest man alive. I've been away for a while. My last fight made me get lost in a space outside of time. The speed force. I was so alone and afraid. But there was always something to bring me back. My lightning rod. I don't know if I'm ready to face them again. Or if they're ready to see me alive.

"Who are you?" An escrima stick was held to my head as I crouched on the floor of my old apartment, looking at a photo I always kept with me. There's one thing I forgot to mention. No one remembers me.

"Dick?" I stand and turn, face-to-face with the elusive Hero, Nightwing.

"How do you know that name?" His face contorts into a scowl. Ah, the infamous batglare. "I don't know who you are--" he flipped over the desk that separated us. "How did you get in here?"

"Dick! Please, stop! I'm not here to hurt--" my sentence was cut short by him going to tackle me but a jolt of electricity shooting back and shocking him. I stare at my fingertips in disbelief. okay, weird.

"Did you just tase me?" he grips his palm with a wince. "What the hell, Wally? What was--" He stops, eyes widening. "Wally?" He asked himself. He know me. He knows me! "I don't understand." He mutters as I rush to his side to help him up. "I know you. I know your name..." he continued to talk to himself under his breath. "...but I don't know how."

"I'll explain soon, I promise." I whisper in his ear once pulled in a hug. It was short lived once I pushed him away and resumed my hero posture. "But first... Where are the Titans?"

"Right here." A voice said, from neither me or Dick.

I turn to see my old team surrounding us, weapons all ready. I see Dick's eyes widen from behind the mask from the corner of my vision.

"AH. Hi, guys." Okay Wally. Work fast. They don't remember either. How'd I do that zappy thing.

"Man, did you pick the wrong apartment to bust into, pal." Roy quipped, aiming his quiver straight at me.

They came at me from all side, Roy first. His rock steady determination, though he wasn't expecting me to be fast enough to dodge his arrow.

Then Donna and her protective fury when anyone hurts the ones she loves. I easily evaded her punch.

Lilith and her vulnerable mind to find the Truth. "I sense the intruder has done something to Nightwing! His mental patterns have been altered." She announced. Oh boy.

"What have you done to him?" Garth threw an unwavering punch. How can I prove that I'm not an enemy? They need to remember.

"You guys need to stop!" Dick tried reaching for me but was held back by Donna.

"Who is he?" She scowled as I avoided another blow with my speed.

"It doesn't matter who you are--" Lilith yelled, reaching her powers out and I fall down in pain. "--you can't outrun your own thoughts!" I scream.

"S'okay. We got him!" uhm. Ow. The when-all-else-fails Harper Hook. But when his punch hit, the sparks fly again. The memory dam bursts. He falls to the floor on his knees, cradling his head.

"What are you doing to my friends?" Donna attacked from behind. More sparks. More memories.

"He put Donna into some kind of trance!" Lilith yelled. "Grab him, Garth, and--" She was cut off as they both grab my arms. Sparks fly.

"Wally..." Lilith pulled her hood down. "It's wally." Tears welled in her eyes.

"Wally?" Donna stood back up. "Wally?!"

"I don't understand..." Garth ran a hand through his hair.

Dick still had yet to say something. Staring.

"Dick--" I started. I never figured out what I was going to say.

"Four years." He said, standing from the position I left him in from before the fighting began. "Four years! That's how long It's been!" He lashed out in anger, tears slipping past his mask. The others watched in somber silence. "You..." He started breaking down. "You were alive all along?" His voice cracked.

"Not exactly." I sighed, walking to him. "I was trapped in the speed force. It took me a while but I figured it out." I took his hand. This wasn't exactly how I planned for this to happen but it's now or never. "I needed something strong to bring bring me back." His masked eyes locked with mine and I could almost imagine those wide blue iris underneath it. "My lightning rod."

The way his mask contorted his eyes seemed to grow wider. I leaned closer and paused, waiting for a reaction. Our lips just barley grazing. I could feel his breath hitch on my face. We're so close.

Before I got the chance to doubt myself he lunged forward and connected our lips, holding me close with his arms around my neck. I gripped his waist like a lifeline.

Roy whistled from the sidelines. "It's about time." It was all background noise to me. I was in complete bliss.

Finally, I'm home.

I wear women’s underwear

And then I go to strike a pose in my full length mirror

luck rlly do be gettin lucky

Rando doodl of your typical bully×nerd couple in highschool: (I tried to keep to a semi-monochrome colour scheme as a little challenge :D)

But I have to admit, I used a ref because I was lazy.. pwq

https://pin.it/5fMDEiJ

(I can't find a more direct link to the original, sorry)

And if you guys were wondering, what the dynamic between Kenny and Butters is in my au:

And yes: I originally created this as a ship au. But by now it's half gay stuffs and half super cool angsty super hero stuff. If you don't like the first bit, what are you doing on my blog? But also; you can just appreciate the awesome anime-style battles between ye ol' favourite super hero and super villain from this small town in the middle of nowhere!

Woop woop art dump :v w/ oc's

For anyone who cares enough to read:

These are Ezekiel and Azazel, an angel and a demon respectively. I don't know how exactly I got the idea, but I got that somehow at some point. Maybe because I combined some of my fav ship dynamics like angel×demon, polar opposites, soft boy×bad boy. BUT!!-

The main story is just about, Ezekiel was just watching over one part of humanity at some point in the past and Azazel wanted to mess with him. Soon it became clear that they both can't quite stand eachother. Like, at all. This "I don't like you" soon became a toxic rivalry, and before they knew it they absolutely despised eachother to the very core of their being, which in turn would lead to them just wanting the other dead by solemnly their own hands. Even going so far as to threaten their own fellows(Ezekiel other angels/Azazel other+higher demons), if they were to harm the other because it had to be them, to feel the pleasure to destroy the other. But of course, it doesn't last long...

Due to these actions (which sometimes stepped over "just threatening") and the fact that both have been caught using their powers on earth just to fight each other. . . Yea, they were getting punished. Both were demoted to having to life a Human life, until they'd learn their lesson. And ooooohhhhh booooy..... That's a journey- though I have to admit that they do end up getting along fairly well. Well- as good as you can with your archenemies.

So basically: good omens, but they **actually** actually loathe each other from the beginning. Lol.

Because of a bet... - chapter 2 -

Greetings my cubs! X3 Here you go with the second chapter of the story I really hope you like this one as well^^ and thanks again to @skaisummers (you will see this credit in every chapter), for beeing the co-writer here!! 😊😍 This chapter is from Ohm's perspective agai, but there for are the next two chapter from Bryce's perspective....°)~° ...you will see the pattern... But for now- ~ ~ enjoy 😄 --------------------------------------- Cartoonz and Delirious left, leaving just me and Bryce. "So, Bryce about earlier..." I ask directly after our stream. "Earlier?" Bryce asks puzzled. "You know... the sexual innuendos?" "Oh, that! Yeah, that was pretty funny!" "Yeah, it was! But, seriously does it bother you?" I hold my breath in suspense wanting to hear his answer. I really want to know if Bryce is bothered by it. I want to flirt with him, not make him hate me. And honestly? I'll hate myself if I drive him away. "What? Oh no! I'm fine with it!" Bryce exclaims naturally with his trademark giggle. What? Really? "Really?" I ask confused. "Yeah! I mean sometimes it goes a bit overboard, but our viewers seem to love it, so why not? Besides, it's all in good fun! I know it's just us joking around!" Bryce says. Oh, Bryce if only you knew... "Oh, Brycie! How could you say that? You really know how to break a man's heart!" I say half jokingly, half truthfully. Bryce laughs, taking my overenthusiasm as an honest attempt at humor. "I don't know man! I'm just a natural-born heartbreaker! It's not my fault if you fall for me!" Bryce jokes. "Well, it's not my fault either. You're just too damn sexy! Do you expect me to just turn my eye's away?~" I say with a laugh. "Yes! Yes, I do!" Bryce says and then giggles again. "Okay! Man! This fake flirting is freaking hilarious!" "How do you know it's fake?" I ask with a flirtatious tone. "Oh please, Ohm! We both know you'd never actually try to hit on me. Besides, I'm straight." Bryce laughs. "Oh? You never know. One day I just might get that bootie Brycie~" I say in a teasing manner. Though, I'm actually quite serious. "Okay... I think I'm going to end the flirting here!" Bryce laughs. I want to continue, but I can tell Bryce is getting a bit uncomfortable, so I decide to wrap up the banter. "Too much of my sexiness for you to handle, huh? Alright, Bryce. I'll save it for another night~" "Oh my God, Ohm. Stop!" Bryce yells halfheartedly. We laugh for a bit, when Bryce decides to start up a new conversation. "Hey Ohm?" Bryce asks. "Yeah Brycie?" I respond. I can practically hear Bryce rolling his eyes at the nickname. "You're my best friend you know that? I don't think I could picture my life without you being a part of it. " He says with sincerity. My heart stops at that moment. As this moment, I feel truly conflicted. On one hand, I know Bryce honestly appreciates me in his life. On the other hand, I think I just became even more friend-zoned. But, instead of a joke, I answer honestly. "Yeah... I know. I feel the same way." I reply. And I absolutely mean it. Just not in the way he thinks. "Also, if it makes you happy to fake flirt with me, then I don't mind. Plus, I get to hear nice things from your channel sometimes! It's nice, you know?" Bryce states. Oh right! Those fucking hate comments! "I just don't get it? How could someone say that your laughter is annoying or that you've got a fake personality?! You're one of the most sincere people I know!" Sadly, that's the majority. Which is messed up, because Bryce is such an angel! An adorable, sexy, naive, intelligent angel! He has the most beautiful blue eyes, a perfect Colgate smile and the most melodic voice I have ever heard. His laughter is... fuck! His laughter is enough to get my blood pumping. In more ways than one... Okay! Not the time! "I don't know. People are just haters. But, sometimes it's hard to ignore, you know?" Bryce replies seeming less vibrant than usual. Fuck! Bryce is really letting this get to him. I gotta' say something... "Yeah. But, you can't pay attention to them. They're just jealous because you're kind, perfect, and intelligent. You're amazing! They wish they could be half as beautiful as you!" I freeze as I realize what I just said. Shit! That came out a bit strong. I hope Bryce doesn't get freaked out. ".... Wow, Ohm. That's the nicest thing I've ever heard anyone tell me..." He says quietly. Wait... Isn't Bryce weirded out? "Well, it's the truth. So, don't pay any mind to them." I restate in an equally quiet voice. There's an awkward silence on the other side of the line. Shit! I think I might have fucked up! "Bryce, I-" "I'm pretty tired. I think I'm gonna go to bed a bit early. I'll talk to you in the next group stream." "Bryce-" "Bye Ohm!" Bryce says quickly and then gets offline. I sit motionlessly at my computer screen staring blankly at my monitor, as I try to come to terms with what just happened. "Fuck!" I yell and slam my head on my desk with a hard thud. Sometimes, I really hate myself...

Kagehina - My celestial being

I hope you enjoy this! First time writing on Tumblr! Welp I write requests too so don't be afraid to drop in one! I'd love to write! Also gonna post a prompt list in some time, you can choose the prompt and character. Thanks!

Kageyama has been fond of nature ever since he was a kid. For him, it was entrancing how the moon seemed to keep up with him when no one else would, how the sun is always peeking up the horizon, or how the stars twinkle and light up the darkest nights.

Out of all these, the stars held a place in his heart nothing could replace. Why? The reason being his very beloved soulmate, Hinata.

“Tell me, Boke” Kageyama said softly, staring at the azure sky and the tiny astral bodies glimmering “Do you think people turn into stars once they die?”

“Well for one, we literally decompose or turn into ashes” Hinata’s soft chuckle soon turned into a sad and thoughtful smile as he continued, “Kags, death is not as pretty and peaceful nor is it poetic like people portray it to be, it exists, and it’s pretty much the end? It’s like having to leave everything in a moment's notice. Because it is the end, it’s sad”

He tilts his head to stare into his favourite pair of blueberry eyes, “But you know what, It’s okay to look up at the starry sky and think of your loved ones who left this world. My mom used to say that the brightest star was my grandma looking down on me.”

A few moments of silence are shared while Kageyama ponders over Hinara’s words.

He finds comfort knowing that even if someone dies, you can always look up to the sky and find them there, looking down at you and always watching you no matter what. The very fact that death does not mean gone forever is warm and consoling.

“Hinata, we’ll always be under the same sky, right? Forever and ever?” Kageyama asks, sitting up slightly extending his pinky toward the older male, cracking a small smile when their fingers interlock.

“I promise!”

Promises are not meant to be commemorative or colossal. Just a few words that has you looking forward to something is enough to become a promise

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“Today was long…. Very long and tiring” Kageyama says stretching and walking to sit down next to Hinata in the cool grass, inhaling the scent of the pine trees surrounding the house, “But I’m glad you’re here with me”

“You know I’ll always be here with you no matter what” Hinata smiles, as he rests his head against a pine tree behind him.

The black-haired boy slightly grins as he stares at the twinkling night sky littered with stars. He reaches out his hands in an attempt to pinpoint the brightest one.

“What are you doing, Kags?” His lover asks curiously with a melancholic smile on his face.

“I… I am…. I am reaching out for you” Kageyama quietly whispers as tears he’d been holding back started flowing down his face, “Hinata, I want to be there with you, set to you, laugh and play volleyball, hold you and just…. Love you for eternity but … I will forget you one day…. Right?”

The older boy nods ever so slowly, a tranquil expression on his face as he began, “That is the beauty of life isn’t it? No matter what happens, no matter how low and hard you fall, life goes on and because life goes on, you eventually heal and move on as well. That’s just how it works”

“I… I don’t want to forget you… I don’t want to move on, there’s only one thing I want and that is you. I want you to come back.” Kageyama let’s out a soft and exasperated sigh, closing his fist around the brightest star he can see.

“Kags, it’s okay, You have to move and meet new and amazing people. You have to find a new perfect spiker for you. Someone capable and worthy of your perfect sets. You have to live on because you are alive. But hey, don’t worry, I’ll always be here looking over you and protecting you. For I am your brightest star aren’t I?”

For death does not mean gone. Despite you not being alive, you live on in people you’ve met in your lifetime, the words you’ve spoken and the countless memories you’ve created.

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Kageyama rushes into his house, throwing his jacket onto the couch upon entering with a gold medal dangling around his neck. He makes his way excitedly toward the balcony of the open plant sanctuary. His heart beats with thrill as he places his hands on the railings of the balcony. He tightens his grip as he stares at the night sky.

“Say… Hinata, are you proud of me?” He lifts her gold medal and places a gentle kiss on it, “We won the olympics today. Just like I had promised you, I’d become the best setter, and set perfectly for another…. And win...” He chuckles softly continuing, “Everyone went out to celebrate except for me, you’re still the first person I share my happiness and sadness with...”

“I am so very proud of you, Kags. So much so that no amount of words could describe it.” Hinata smiles back widely, a luminous glow surrounding him under the pale moonlight. “You’ve made me the happiest I’ve ever been and I am eternally grateful to know you feel the same way”

“Hey… Why are you crying? Today is a happy day isn’t it? Your dream came true!” The older boy states quietly, heart aching at the sight.

“What if… What if I never move on Hinata? What if I’m stuck right here forever, searching for you? What if I can never forget you?”

“HEY! You don’t have to forget me! It’s okay to remember me and love me, and cherish all our moments together” Hinata smiles gently, “but you are already doing amazing… You get up each day and live, you’re moving on slowly but surely, Kageyama you may not realise it right now but every little step is a big step toward healing.”

And Hinata is right

Healing is not linear, it’s not sudden. You don’t wake up feeling okay one day, that’s not how it works. It’s rough and patchy and requires a lot of work. You fall down again and again, you do well on some days while the others are absolutely trashy. You want to give up but you don’t, you keep living because you are alive, because it is something you must do.

And you don’t even realise that these ordinary tasks of everyday life are a step towards growth and healing.

Moving on doesn't mean forgetting the people you loved, it doesn’t mean letting go of what is no longer in your sight and control, it means life goes on and you live on.

Kageyama has been fond of nature since he was a kid because nature is warm, like a blanket of love, on cold rainy days.

And what more does anyone desire from life except for being loved and protected?

THE END

Those two eat each other with their eyes hahaha xd

Or with kisses hehehe

I'm a multishipper so don't be surprised and don't mind the ships I draw besides the Frans.