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hmmmmm,

i kind of see kunizai as cicada days by will wood if that makes sense. 😭 please tell me you understand what i mean by this. this song for those who are uneducated about william woodiam.

rant #5

to the people in this fandom trying to justify their fav’s crimes. shut up. the characters are not completely good people, but that’s what’s fun about them. morally gray characters will always exist in bungou stray dogs and that’s what’s great about it. the characters are more human. they’re not completely perfect, they’re not cartoonishly villainous. sigma, atsushi, and poe aren’t perfect cinnamon roll uwu boys. sigma’s a terrorist, atsushi has committed some crimes, poe plotted to a kill a man for YEARS and knows how to use a sniper rifle. fukuchi and mori aren’t truly evil. they have their pasts and reasons, but that doesn’t mean their actions are justified. please tell me if i got anything wrong. i hope both sides of your pillow are cold. :3

trying to draw doc right now and

MS. GIRL I HAVE THAT TOP. 😭😭😭

i hate it when people say ‘i like beast mori, not normal mori!!!’ they’re the same character under different circumstances, you warm toilet seat.

why is doc so adorable in hoshikawa’s style??? i wanna squish him :3

ok,

HOW THE ACTUAL SHIT DO I DRAW AKUTAGAWA’S HAIR??? ITS SO STUPID TO LOOK AT, I HATE ITTTTTT. (saying this as a reluctant aku kinnie.)

there is no brain. only teruko.

this is my old blog theme by the way.

‘bram stoker is fyodor dostoyevsky’s goth wife!!’ is such a deranged sentence unless you have consumed one certain piece of media.

hmmmmmmm,

i kinda need an au where fyozai are teachers and they absolutely despise each other. it’d be like an annoying long slow burn. maybe fyodor as a psychology teacher and dazai as a band teacher. i’ll draw this when i have motivation again. they’d be so silly.

ok, but

imagine if kyouka stayed in the port mafia. it would be years and years of the abuse cycle repeating and repeating to no end. How would she change as a person? What would she do about it? Do you think she’d try to change or just let it keep going and going? Would Kyuu be tied into this situation? post mental breakdown thoughts, babygrill.

i really want to fukuzawa to give me a hug and tell me everything’s going to be alright. :( why can’t i have your father figure ranpo!?!

i ship soukoku in the most queerplatonic, codependent, doomed yaoi way. there is no such thing as soukoku fluff to me.

i’m rereading some of the earlier bsd chapters and i really miss when it felt like a silly little dark humour sitcom revolving around the ADA and the PM. i realize that it’s not going to be like this forever and that asigiri is just building tension for the fight with fyodor, but i really want some of the silliness back.

is it just me or is 15 skk just way better than 22 skk? this may be the stupid brain cell talking.

bsd spoilers!!

do you guys think poe and mushitarou are still in contact with what’s going on with the agency or are they just gonna be like ‘hey guys what’s going o- OH SHIT, THEY’RE ALL DEAD’

wait, wait hear me out

souheki with poe as a third wheel who’s kinda into ranpo. when the three of them are together it’s kinda like:

poe: so, uh…

ranpo, already anticipating the kind of thing he’s going to say: poe, my partner’s literally 10 feet away.

poe: ok…

and then he’s just completely miserable around the two of them. and then ranpo will ask poe to drive him and dazai places and it’s just really awkward.

i’m scared guys. skk is growing on me. 😭 so errrrr, i guess i’m a skk shipper now.

cicada days fucks me up so much. i just can’t. 😭

bsd spoilers!!

if you’re having a bad day, just remember ranpo’s found father died. he’s probably having a worse one.

i appreciate both short hair and long hair femzai, but i feel like she’d have a shoulder length mullet or something. i’m saying this as someone who had a mullet at one point in time 😭.

i hate when people characterize atsushi as an uwu soft boy. he is a sarcastic asshole towards akutagawa and dazai in the manga and i love that about him, silly little guy. ‘what are you, a lawnmower???’ -atsushi nakajima.

‘sskk this!’ ‘atsulucy that!’ ‘akulucy this!’ okay, but what about atsuakulucy? poly ships solve all problems. instead of fighting, we just kiss.

I'm in a mood.. to draw Teruko. Would U like to be tagged after I finish it? Or just ignore?

Had to ask you about this bc ur the number one teruko defender, ofc 🙏🙏

yes! tag me in it of course. ^^

fifty posts! with fifty posts, i am now going to do an ask me anything. if you have any questions for me i’m willing to answer them. :) rules: no nsfw because i’m a minor, no questions about what would be considered personal information.

if any of you wanna see my old shitty art i don’t have saved here’s my other blog which i haven’t posted actual content on in 7 months.

@idkilikestuff it’s all really bad. don’t judge me.

fukuchi haters are incorrect. that is all. now applaud./hj

um, hi

i might not post art for a bit because i’m working on a project that takes a long amount of time. in the meantime i’ll probably show you guys some of my older art or my class of 09 doodles. i’m cooking, i promise.

‘ch- chuuya cried when dazai left the mafia 🥺’

I AM GOING TO SKIN YOU ALIVE./j