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Also hi Electric Dreams tumblr!!! Showing off my Edgar avatar... you can't see it but he's wearing a little objectum pin as well!!!

Also I promise he's more saturated, the Windows snipping tool desaturates everything :((

Raises hand. Hii Forsaken tumblr what do you think about my girlfriend and I's John Doe and 1x1x1x1 matchinf avatars :3

Me when doing character analysis because im combining my special interest of psychology with main hyperfixations of literal roblox characters, and if i do not write it out The Thoughts will consume me.

Writing isn't the hobby. Being insane about little fake people is the hobby. Writing is just the only outlet i have for that

Your ITrapped Head-cannon is actively Rewiring my Brain Chemistry

IM SO GLAD!!!! I plan on making more soon since finals are wrapping up :) Hopefully, I'll have time to write for him a bit as well! As a psychology nerd, he is genuinely SO fascinating, even beyond just the dynamic of him and Chance. Hoping we get more info about his role in Forsaken, specifically if he becomes a survivor or not.

Since the Spectre chooses survivors based on intense emotions such as grief, regret, self-hatred, etc., and seems to select killers based on feelings of longing (John longing for Jane, 1x longing to kill her creator, C00lkidd longing to be with 7n7 again, Jason longing for his mom, Azure longing for Two Time), I feel like iTrapped can go either way for his role. As a survivor, maybe it would be based on his own self-hatred for never being able to have a a normal relationship without ruining it (Chance, Ellernate and Caleb), or regret for killing the one person that was willing to tolerate him. As a killer, maybe it would be due to longing for a connection- longing to be normal, to be loved.

Yes the Spectre is mostly focused on gaining power via 'code' and uses a form of corruption on many of the killers, but maybe he selects killers based on their longing for power, too? John wanting power over Roblox, 1x wanting power over Shedletsky for creating it, C00lkidd wanting power over those who hurt him and his dad, etc., so maybe iTrapped becomes a killer because of his longing for control over his life, for once. All he wants is to feel like his life is his own- not someone else's tool, not a milestone for someone else's growth or success, but HIS.

Though that can work against him as a survivor too. What if he's a support? Even in purgatory, he can not be an individual, his entire presence being JUST a tool for others. Is he even a person? Is he even seen by others as a person?

Does he deserve that title?

New headcanon iTrapped has alexithymia, often described as feeling 'cold' to emotions :) get it because. Ice .

Because he struggle(d) to identify how to feel about Chance, attributing any feeling as hatred and disdain when he probably had no idea what those even felt like and was only guessing that's what he felt because it "sounded right". But in reality it was jealousy, longing, insecurity, admiration, regret. So much regret. But how could he have known? He could barely feel with how the ice had numbed him.

If he were to get Forsakened, maybe the Spectre would make it so iTrapped is incapable of feeling anything but permanent frost chill. But being around Chance turns it into a sensation like freeze-burn, finally making him feel something other than cold, but its such a new feeling that he simply can not handle the overstimulation- still incapable of describing his emotions.

The Spectre punishing iTrapped for his inability to understand how he felt about Chance back then, now being constantly on the opposite end, where Chance is nothing BUT feeling. Maybe it would be a way of the Spectre making iTrapped finally understand how he truly felt back then, mocking him for how he took that coldness in stride and never tried to melt it, and now it's too late.

From this post

[edit - fixed the colors + some shading. haha whoops]

Forgot when i made this but This is predisaster subspace to me. If you even care

Felt like i was going insane while doing data analysis for my statistics final, so when I saw one of the data values ending in 337, the visage of Guest 1337 flashbanged me. Like he was calling to me. Thus i made this to avoid genuinely losing my shit

Hi Forsaken fandom I made this because im brainrotting over the iChance dynamic ggrhrr

RAAAWGGEGEGWHGE EATS HIM ALIVE FOX SOUP RAAAGWGHHGEGE

Improvement

Getting over my fear of hands and jaws. But not feet ):

Feet are scary

Is California okay or

Yeah so I might like Oberon-Vortigern. Just a little

Also quality went to shit click to see Vortigern in full beauty

Somehow I forgot Kazuha is from Inazuma even though he's my current favorite character so now Venti and Kazuha both broke into Liyue for this

Liyue (+ Venti) go to Disney World

Liyue (+ Venti) go to Disney World

Hey everyone summoning for Zhongli super soon: good luck!! Sending my lover's gacha luck to you all!

Kazuha in the Genshin Fandom is getting the Muichiro treatment the KNY Fandom gave him and I'm here for it

"The power of bruh gave Cú a shadow"

From @valkryie1

My goal whenever I become a therapist is to be this level of chaotic good

Sometimes I say self loathing things to my therapist and he looks at me dead in the eyes before saying “You fucking moron.” and tbh same

I am looking

totally legal things ive collected over the years

beginner’s guide to legally doing things - use this browser for doing legal things - use this free vpn for doing legal things - the vpn’s playstore app - webrtc leak shield - photoshop - paint tool sai - she-ra 1 2 3 4 5 - movies in the us - movies in other countries - suf - ninjago - ninjago movie - pokemon movies - lego city adventures - film ebooks - freddy files (fnaf) - learn greek - toxicity awareness (ebooks) - 3ds emulator - 3ds roms - more 3ds roms - sun and moon rom - tomodachi life rom - even more roms

I am looking

totally legal things ive collected over the years

beginner’s guide to legally doing things - use this browser for doing legal things - use this free vpn for doing legal things - the vpn’s playstore app - webrtc leak shield - photoshop - paint tool sai - she-ra 1 2 3 4 5 - movies in the us - movies in other countries - suf - ninjago - ninjago movie - pokemon movies - lego city adventures - film ebooks - freddy files (fnaf) - learn greek - toxicity awareness (ebooks) - 3ds emulator - 3ds roms - more 3ds roms - sun and moon rom - tomodachi life rom - even more roms

MY HEART NEEDED THESE TWO DORKS... THANK YOU SO MUCH NEVER STOP PROVIDING OLDKAI

gaia thinks i dont know their devs are watgbs trash, but i can smell it from 1000 miles, but its cool,i lowkey dig it

Part 2, this time The Gray Garden memes, again courtesy of @valkryie1

I recommend not questioning the Emalf one, it's. A long story

WATGBS memes, courtesy of @valkryie1

Pose practice with Etihw (The Gray Garden)

I love them but their outfit made me want to commit a war crime

Their ass is out and full of evil gay energy and honesty? I love them for that

LOOK AT HIM. HE'S SO PRETTY

sh-sh-sh-sh-shinjuku

Reblogging just for that brownie tbh

In case anyone is having a bad night:

Here is the fudgiest brownie in a mug recipe I’ve found

Here are some fun sites

Here is a master post of Adventure Time episodes and comics

Here is a master post of movies including Disney and Studio Ghibli

Here is a master post of other master posts to TV shows and movies

*tucks you in with fuzzy blanket* *pats your head*

You’ll be okay, friend <3

oh good

!!!!!!!!!

I made some Sensory Overload Cards that you guys can use - sometimes everything can become too much for us to cope with, and we can feel overwhelmed and want to go somewhere quiet to calm down. 

I’ve walked out of class a couple of times because I was experiencing sensory overload, and I thought it would be a good idea to have some cards that we can show teachers/friends/whoever if we need to leave the situation but can’t bring ourselves to talk.

Here’s a link to the PDF that you can print out and cut up - there’s eight identical, small cards so that there’s enough for you to put one in each bag/jacket pocket so that you always have one with you.

I hope this helps!

I HATE THIS CAUSE IT'S A DIRECT CALL OUT

Sensory overload: Have you noticed that your legs are itchy? Have you noticed every little sound around you? Have you noticed how uncomfortable your blanket is? Have you noticed

Me: *Shakes my hands around*

Sensory overload: Understandable have a nice day

This is such an underrated musical but so good, people need to take the time to check it out

asaka, grow me a garden.  please agwé, don’t flood my garden. erzulie, who will my love be? papa ge, don’t come around me!