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Faunlet au:

When Tony met Peter it was on the subway and Peter dropped his copy of Lolita. Luckily for Tony, Peter put his address in the book “in case it went missing” not very safe but still Tony opted to find the boy and when he knocks on Peter’s door that was the day his life changed.

“Oh my book!”

“Yeah you dropped it.”

“Oh thanks. Wanna come in, I made some cookies.”

“Oh no I–”

“Oh come on what can I do to a strong man like you?”

“I mean I can–”

“Yay come on!”

Thanatophobia Thoughtdump

1. If we are able to worry about it, it means we are alive right now.

2. Don’t try to envision what’s beyond it, unless you’re religious, because it’s physically impossible. Our brains don’t have the capability to imagine it.

3. I try to distract myself with the political world, as it’s much faster-paced and very grounding in how it changes so quickly.

4. Yes, I am terrified, and wondering how everyone else is happy, but then I have to remember that many of us haven’t truly lived yet. Many of us have been resigned to quiet, boring lives by overprotective parents.

5. It mostly hits you the strongest when you’re the least satisfied with your life; when there’s so much you want to achieve but you don’t want the time to pass in order for you to be able to.

6. Life is an A-Z, NOT an A-B.

7. It’s time we went searching for life’s peripheral, rather than just the tunnel.

8. Obligatory the-school-system-has-failed-us: life is prepared until you turn 18 and most children see that as being forever away. I reached 16 and then felt wrong going any further. Education for children is often centred around “don’t do this or you will DIE and it’ll be HORRIBLE” which is fine to prevent a toddler from doing something, but completely forgets that one day that toddler is going to grow up.

9. Today is in its own bubble, and I’m going to try and believe I’m okay.

Damon Albarn reads an excerpt from Roald Dahl’s Fantastic Mr Fox

He should record audio books.

cutest guy ever: graham coxon.

warm summer walks at dusk, collecting my favourite flowers.